Post by desiree van der woodsen on Nov 11, 2007 20:53:03 GMT -5
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Character
Name: desiree rose van der Woodsen
Gender: female
Age // Year: nineteen. sophomore.
Desired Clique: IT girl
What part will you take?: i'm guessing none??
Family:
derrick van der woodsen. father. 47. unemployed.
charolette van der woodsen. mother. deceased.
Personality:
I think the first thing to tell you is that she is fake. Fake about everything, and she tries to upkeep that fake image. She has no problem up holding the image either. She is fine with lieing to everyone to keep the illusion she has created. And she does a pretty good job of it.
She is not outspoken at all. On the contrary she is quiet and likes to be alone most of the time. Being alone let's her not keep up her fake face. She normally turns to writing or reading to help her. She writes sad things and happy things. Poems and stories. It's amazing how good it makes her feel. She allows everything to flow out that way.
She is very untrusting, of men especially. She really isn't all that fond of people for ovbious reasons. She always thinks that someone is going to come down on her with some rude comment or hit her. So she curls up in a little ball so to speak so she can be away from the world. Not that it always works but she manages to keep herself calm.
Underneath all that she is a very sweet person, but you have a job ahead of you to get to that underlying person. She isn't very willing to give anyone a chance, but there has been the ocassional person. The thing is if you do something to lose her trust she will never forgive you for it, and you will never get back in.
She is realitively responsible with drinking. In fact she only drinks when she has to, to get rid of her pain normally. She doesn't and will never do drugs, and hates watching others take part in it. Of course she doesn't do anything about it because people don't normally listen to her. She tries to ignore all of what goes on around her.
The only thing that she does to harm herself really is that she cuts herself every once in a while. Most people don't really know about that though as she is pretty good at keeping secerts. And so she does, keep secerts that is. Even though sometimes she really should tell. She is known to keep her word and that got her into lying and keeping secerts. Her old friends could trust her with anything.
Once you can get her trust, she is very loyal to you. She would never do anything to hurt you, even if you are just using her. Like I said before underneath all the fake is a little vunerable girl. She will become too trusting and if you hurt her she loses all hope about everything. You have to be careful around her.
Now as for a temper, she has none really. She is extremely patient and it takes a lot to get her mad, So if you did you did something very wrong in her book. And if you get her mad be very careful as you completely screwed up. So just watch it.
Overall you have to be careful with her. She is like a little child in many ways. Fragile and vunerable. And she is independent in her own way. In that aspect she isn't a little girl, because she doesn't cling to anyone for anything. In fact she is afraid to do that. But once she trusts you, she is way to trusting for her own good. Her mind is really screwed up.
History:
Born Vivien Leigh Reid on June 19, she came into the world right on time. Her father seemed thrilled and her mother wasn't as the labor had taken a lot out of her. In fact she died a few days later. No one was really sure why. But her father took her home and did the best he could.
Now her father was fine for a while, he loved his daughter like any father should. But inside every time he looked at her he was reminded of his wife, who was no longer there because of the child in front of him. It ate at him for a long time before he finally snapped. One night shortly after her seventh birthday, he had been drinking heavily. And he couldn't take it anymore. He called to her, 'Come here you llittle piece of shit.' and then backhanded her across her face.
Now as soon as that happen he snapped out of it and apoligized but it still happened every night. And he would hit her in differnt places, and he would whip her with a belt. No matter how much she screamed and cried he wouldn't stop. And she did scream and cry, but the next day she would cover it all up. She wouldn't do anything about it except lie.
That went on for about seven years and she didn't say a word about it. The only time anyone noticed was if she had a black eye or some mark that she left exposed. She also had got busted for cutting once when she was 12, by her friend. She promised her friend she would stop. Not that she kept that promise.
At about 14 her father let men rape her if he got paid. Sure she struggled but what can she do to a bunch of fully grown men. Nothing much. So she learned not to struggle so much. Because when she did she would get cut or hit again. Pretty soon she learned accept her fate quietly without a fuss. It didn't help.
She got a scholarship to this college which she accepted. Thankful for a way out she was gone from the house as fast as possible. She's lived here for two years now.
So here she is faking her whole life. Everything. Not one person knows the true story besides her.
Appearance:
Picture:
Celebrity: Izabel Goulart
Description:
A beautiful, well kept, exterior covers up the poor and hurt inside. This young lady has learned to fake everything as she went through her life. So anything you see on her outside is basicly her faking. Don't get me wrong she reall is beautiful, she just isn't what she says she is.
Rich chesnut hair falls just past her shoulders. It has a redish undertone to it so of course it sometimes shows red in the light. All in all she spends a lot of time on her hair to make it look professionally done which is something that she can't afford. And in the end she really hates her hair, especially when it takes way longer than normal to get the right look.
Her eyes are her favorite feature. Deep chocolate, they are wide and innocent looking. The main reason she loves them so much is because she doesn't have to do much work to them. A little eye liner and mascara and she's done. Behind her eyes, there is a deep sadness, and pain that she tries not to acknowledge. Normally it is masked by cool indifference, as that is the part she acts.
Her teeth are straight do to braces, for two years. Thank god the insurance covered them otherwise she would have had crooked teeth. They are pretty white because she takes care of them, but also due to whitening treatment. It's not the best but she makes do with what she has. Her lips range in between thin and full. Sometimes she uses lip plumper but not often. So her lips are a normal size, covered in gloss.
Now so far she seems to have the face of an angel right. Well you're wrong. On her forehead, above her left eyebrow there is a thin scar. It's sad to say it came from a beer bottle but that's what happened. She has chose to ignore it, and dislikes people metioning it.
Petite and tiny are the only two words she allows to describe her frame. She hates the word short and many others. She stands at five foot three inches and is fine with it. She really didn't care. In fact she'll tell you she likes being petite which is totally true. Her weight is pretty low but not anorexicly thin. She weighs just one hundred and one pounds. But of course becasue she isn't all that tall, she doesn't look scarily thin.
Her legs are quite long for a girl of her height. They are a tad long for her body so she can look awkward at sometimes. Of course she ignores that as well and makes do. Her breasts are small. An A cup and she sometimes looks flat. If it were up to her she would have plastic surgery but there is no money to do that. Her feet are tiny and delicate at a size 5. She can fit into many shoes that other women can't.
Her skin is a light golden color but filled with flaws. Abuse leaves ugly marks. She was physiclly and sexually abused by her father and his friends, and they left their mark on her body. There are many scars on her back where she was whipped. Yes whipped. There are also scars on her inner thighs, made by either a beer bottle or a knife. And a few on her right wrist where she cut herself to ease the pain a little. So many marks, and if they weren't there she would be a much happier person. There are also a few lingering bruises on her body but those will fade eventually.
Her clothes are the popular brands that cost so much money. And is you were wondering how she gets them they were bought second hand with her own money when she could get her hands on some. She takes excellent care of all her clothes so they last as long as possibel. The one thing is her clothes are all rather conservetive. You really won't find her in a mini skirt. You never really would.
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Name: Dani
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Chase is: confused.
RP Sample: look at Vivien
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