Such a lonely day. } Dawnie

[dawnie dreadful]

i'll start this broken heart

i'll f**k it up so it will work again.

Dawnie smiled happily as he lifted her up off the floor in a mindblowing hug. But, she wondered if he knew just how much she really loved him. Was it so wrong to still have feelings for him? And not just petty little feelings. She felt the same exact feelings for him now, as she did when they were together. She had been lying to herself this whole time. Though, he'd probably found someone. Someone who he loved. Someone that used to be her

She held onto him tightly. "I want to help you. You can't keep doing this to yourself." She whispered, placing her hands back on his face. "I miss my Charlie." This reminded her all to much of when they were going out. She was about to lean in and kiss him softly. But the pang in her heart reminded her, that he probably no longer saw her like that. So instead, she hugged him more, resting her head on his shoulder.

[Charlie Wright]

I try to see the good in life

The good things in life are hard to find

Finally someone cared enough about him to want to help him, something even his parents didn’t bother to do.
‘You can’t keep doing this to yourself’ She said, of corse he had known this for a while.
“Easier said then done” He said as she hugged him again.
To think he almost lost her, because of a stupid addiction.

“I don’t know exactly what you can do... I just have to deal with it” He had gotten himself into this mess, and he would at least try to get himself back out of it, of corse him being as stuborn as he was made him try to do things on his own.
“Just make sure I don’t get into that” He said motioning toward a small box that was hardly visible under his bed.
“If you have to you can get Caden to come and sit on me” He said trying to slightly lighten the mood.

[dawnie dreadful]

and i dont know why

but i can't keep my eyes off you

Dawn hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go for fear of losing him. She didn't ever want to leave him again. She never wanted to have him go through this again. She nodded, too worried that if she said something, it would slip out. She loosened her grip around his neck, so she was just loosely hanging onto his body.

"Caden's too busy f**king his girlfriend." She spoke softly. "But I'm here. I'm always here." She whispered. She squeezed her eyes tight. She had to tell him, she really did. "Charlie, I know this isn't the best time or place to say this but..." She bit her lip, willing herself to go on. "I want you back." She whispered. She hoped he didn't freak out or anything.

[Charlie Wright]

My life with you means everything

So I wont give up that easily

“Of corse... Caden's girlfriend” he said jokingly.
He looked into her eyes when she said his name, ‘ I know this isn't the best time or place to say this but’ He bit his lip hoping to hear the same words from her that he had been trying to find to tell her since she showed up at his door.
‘I want you back’ He let a smile cross his face, but he stayed still just starring into her eyes.

“That’s a good thing” He started with a slight nod. “I’ll need a girlfriend to help me through this” He said leaning closer.
“Nothing will ever come between us again” He whispered just before his lips touched hers.
It felt so right, her there in his arms... He never wanted this moment to end

He couldn’t believe he had been so stupid, what good could drugs do for a relationship? He just considered himself lucky she was willing to give him a second chance.

[dawnie dreadful]

i want to be

your last first kiss

Dawnie giggled slightly as he spoke. "Did he not tell you?" She asked, smirking. She watched him. He was so perfect, and with everything that was happening, she could tell that her Charlie was still in there, somewhere. She smiled at him, not hiding her happy feelings.

She smiled as he spoke, and it grew with every word. "Good." Was all she could say, before she kissed him deeply and lovingly. Gosh, she loved him. And now she could freely admit how much she TRULY missed him. It felt so perfect being in his arms like this. She was happier then she had ever felt. As she pulled away, she bit her lip. "I have another picture, but hang on, I want to put it on the wall in your room." She spoke, remembering the picture she had in her pocket. She took his hand and entertwined their fingers, and walked back to his room. Pulling out the picture she got a piece of tape and placed it right above his bed. "Now you'll always remember us."

ooc: click the word PICTURE in case you didn't notice.

[Charlie Wright]

Well I'll try to do to it right

this time around

"I've been hiding in my dorm for the past year" He said with a light shrug. “I haven’t heard much”
He squeezed her hand as she lead him into his slightly messy room.
He tipped his head slightly with a smile across his face.
“I don’t need that to remember us... But thank you” He said looking from the picture back to Dawnie.

His mind had been preoccupied by Dawn for a while, he hadn’t hardly noticed the droplets of cold sweat that where forming on his forehead.
He glanced down at the box, even though only the corner was visible it was still tempting, But he quickly looked back up at her hoping she wouldn’t notice.

[dawnie dreadful]

but my word

its beautiful when that boy smiles.

Dawnie sighed from happiness. "Well, Caden got this girlfriend that he's absolutely obsessed with, and everytime they see eachother, they're making babies." She chuckled slightly, holding on to his hand tightly. She kissed him softly, letting her lips linger.

She watched as he glanced down at the box, and frowned. "Come on baby. Lets go somewhere else." She said, kissing him softly, before pulling him out of his room before any more tempation would get the better of him. She thought for a moment, not knowing where to go. "Where do you want to go?"

[Charlie Wright]

breaking the habit

tonight

“Well that’s Caden for you” He said, trying not to think about the drugs right now, Dawnie was here, the very person he had been hoping to see again and still, he couldn’t stay focused.
‘Come on baby. Lets go somewhere else’ He kissed her gently before she lead him out of the room, His dark brown eyes glanced back toward the box as he pulled the door behind him.
“Thanks” He mumbled quietly wiping off his forehead with his hoodie sleeve.

‘Where do you want to go?’ she had asked, He glanced across the room at his clock.
“I don’t know” He sighed “But I don’t think I’ll be much fun no matter what we do” He said putting his hands into his pockets so she wouldn’t have to see them starting to shake.

[dawnie dreadful]

it kills me

to see you like this.

Dawnie didn't like seeing him this way. He looked vulnerable, he looked scared. He looked almost like he didnt care. But she knew better then that. She knew he cared, with every bone in his body. She pulled him in tightly for another kiss. She wanted to make him feel better, she wanted the addiction to go away. She was going to help this go away.

"What can I do to get your mind off of this?" She asked, ready to take off her clothes and have sex with him, if thats what it took to take his mind off of the drugs. She placed her hands on his face, and looked him in the eyes. "Don't ever doubt yourself. Ever." She spoke, smiling softly at him. She wanted her Charlie back, but she knew it was going to take some work and some commitment. And she was willing to give it all she had.

[Charlie Wright]

I'm sorry I can't be...

He kissed her lightly as there lips touched again. “It’s only been 27 hours” he said more to himself then to Dawnie looking at the floor, This was only the beginning he had a least 6 more days to go, and it wouldn’t be getting any easier.

‘What can I do to get your mind off this’ he got himself to smile, “Another kiss wouldn’t hurt” Just having her around made him feel more like ‘his old self.’
‘Don’t ever doubt yourself’ The smile faded he held out a shaking hand “A little over a day and look at me...” He said glancing from his hand to Dawnie.

[dawnie dreadful]

i just want your

heartbeat ontop of mine.

"And I'm proud of you already babe." She smiled, holding him close to her. She was happy for the completeness he was giving her, even though he didnt know it. He was now her only support. It was going to take a lot to kick this habit of his, and she was going to work for it. She would do anything to get it away.

"One Dawnie kiss coming right up." She spoke, smirking slightly. Pulling him in close, she wrapped her arms around his neck smoothly and placed her lips on his, trying to be intense and rough. She looked at his shaky hands. Her sadness was not very well covered up. "I want to help you. I want to help you so bad it hurts." She sighed, pulling him in for a hug.

[Charlie Wright]

Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain

We're awakening

He couldn't help but smile when she pulled him closer, this reminded him of the old days, His dark brown eyes closed as there lips touched... But it was over all to soon.
'I want to help you. I want to help you so bad it hurts' She said,
He looked down at his hands that where now clasped infront of him.

As she hugged him he froze for a second.
"How did I get so luck." He added quietly,
He wraped his arms around her and rested his chin on her shoulder.
He really didn't know why she was trying to help him, It seemed to him like he was a lost cause, but just having Dawnie there made him want to set things right. He bit his bit trying to control the shaking that wasn't just focused on his hands anymore.

[Haha, I think this is the worlds shortest post...]